a mission...

I'm going to Hawaii in November for my cousin's wedding. At first, i just thought it was going to be a wonderful short vacation and it will be fun and amazing. But now, i know why God has provided this little trip for me and my mom and my aunts. Well, a little background check... my cousin Michelle is agnostic, her husband is atheist (basically if it cannot be proven or he did not experience it then it is not real), my cousin Jimmy doesn't really have a religion but has a very kind heart, his soon to be wife is the same too, my uncle is Buddhist, and last but not least my aunt in Maryland, she is believe strongly in the Dali lamma and stuff. She has shrines and everything in her house. Okay... background check is done. Now is the mission. Basically i was a walking purpose empty kiddo before this mission comes along and spark a little fire in my heart. I was praying for a challenge and so on. Hey God answers prayer. Here comes the challenge. I was praying with my mom and all the sudden i felt like praying for Jimmy and his wedding and this idea or revelation pop into my mind: i want them to be saved. The whole family. I want them to see God and accept Christ. So i was praying and tears came down. They are my family and i want them to see the power of God. So I believe the wedding is the perfect time. Because i'll be close to them and i can alwayz bless them with prayer especially the bride and the groom.
I think i used too many words to say one thing. Basically please pray for me and my mom and my aunts and just pray we will united together as followers of Christ and attend the wedding and just lead many to God. Bride's family are also some sort of buddhism. Just pray their lives will be transformed, not by me or anyone else, but by God. My Aunt in Maryland is very devoted to her religion. Imagine when she get touched by God and accept Christ. How many people can she influence. She can influence Jimmy and Michelle. Michelle can influence Alex and Isabel. Then their whole family will be saved. By just one person bold enough to pray for or with my aunt. (She is very very intimidating.) Pray for boldness in me and my mom and my 2 aunts, please. IF i cant even cry out for my family, how can i cry out for others? that is why God put this mission in me. To soften my heart and start crying out for others. But He knew i am really harden up but family oriented, so He place in my family in my heart. That maybe first nonbelievers in my family, then non believers in my school, then work place then everywhere. so Thank God for this wonder revelation.

Thanks for reading... i kno it is long and a bit dragging... and sry for the bad grammar and the misspell words... it is harder for me to write my thoughts down because it is all over the place......